Well, not exactly, but I’ll use it as a useful segue as I managed Scorpion pose without the wall today, which made me very happy! Now to be able to stay up longer than 5 seconds; hopefully that will come. A lot of trials and tribulations, and I am some way along my path to actor/yoga teacher working hand in hand. The happiness I found in Costa Rica I have managed to retain, despite not still being in the glorious country, and I am now putting all my energies into finding yoga jobs. Procrastination has been replaced with reality, bills and life, but it does feel like things are slowly moving in the right direction. I am learning patience, am moving away from wanting things to happen NOW!
It’s funny how as soon as your attention moves slightly in another direction, some sort of trigger happens and the old project wants attention again. After a severe drought in auditions over the last 1 (or 5) years, I am actually getting some. Well, not managing to secure jobs, but at least the chances are popping up. I don’t feel I am doing anything different, but a more positive outlook on the whole business may be helping. I’m even filming a short comedy film at the moment: baby steps towards my goals…at least now I realise I have time to get there, and not punishing myself for not achieving things sooner….
I wanted to be deep, and bring the Scorpion theme back in, but, despite it being my star sign, after googling them, I don’t I really want to connote them with my life. I have however discovered there is a Scorpion species called “The Deathstalker.” This leaves me tickled, yet slightly alarmed…a lot like life I suppose.